April 10, 2012
Contingency ~ @JakePurifoy_BT
It seemed a little more likely that Jake wasn’t completly done. But, I did think he lied when he said he had an “EEE thing”. Usually he was more specific. A vamp event. Were party. Et cetera.
I couldn’t push his face from my mind as I drove home. I missed him. It had been such a fall, flat on my face, after the plane and driving home, thinking all my dreams were about to come true. What I’d wanted since that first night with him on the beach. It was hard to believe that was well over a year ago. It seemed like so much less time had passed.
Like Jake Purifoy had been just a blink of my eye.
I was so wrong. Now with him gone, the gaping hole he left behind became more pronounced, so much more obvious.
Maybe…maybe he’d look at it a little different. If I wasn’t fighting…maybe he wouldn’t have been so upset.
An idea was forming in my head…slow but sure. If Jake came back… well. That was step one, wasn’t it?
Get Jake back.

Contingency ~ @JakePurifoy_BT

It seemed a little more likely that Jake wasn’t completly done. But, I did think he lied when he said he had an “EEE thing”. Usually he was more specific. A vamp event. Were party. Et cetera.

I couldn’t push his face from my mind as I drove home. I missed him. It had been such a fall, flat on my face, after the plane and driving home, thinking all my dreams were about to come true. What I’d wanted since that first night with him on the beach. It was hard to believe that was well over a year ago. It seemed like so much less time had passed.

Like Jake Purifoy had been just a blink of my eye.

I was so wrong. Now with him gone, the gaping hole he left behind became more pronounced, so much more obvious.

Maybe…maybe he’d look at it a little different. If I wasn’t fighting…maybe he wouldn’t have been so upset.

An idea was forming in my head…slow but sure. If Jake came back… well. That was step one, wasn’t it?

Get Jake back.

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